Lucky you were born that far away so we could both make fun of distance.
Lucky that I love a foreign land for the lucky fact of your existence.

Baby I would climb the Andes solely to count the freckles on your body.
Never could imagine there were only ten Million ways to love somebody.

Whenever, wherever; we're meant to be together.
I'll be there and you'll be near and that's the deal my dear.

Thereover, hereunder; you'll never have to wonder.
We can always play by ear but that's the deal my dear.

Lucky that my lips not only mumble, they spill kisses like a fountain.
Lucky that my breasts are small and humble so you don't confuse them with mountains.
Lucky I have strong legs like my mother to run for cover when I need it.
And these two eyes that for no other the day you leave will cry a river.

At last after a million years of not spending our days together. So Baby surprised me with breakfast.



I wanted to try their waffles, sekali habes la. So sad. So ended up buying KFC Twister. Boyfriend being a monster brought KC Twister & KFC Porridge. TSK! Tak gemuk2 jugak. Aper nie!?!?!?!



And I bought these babies cause it's packaging is in pretty hot pink. And it tasted Au'some too. Healthy treats!

Managed to catch 2012 with super lemau sweet popcorn (turnoff) & large ice tea which consist more of the ice rather than the lemon tea. These 2 are major turnoff. Far best Popcorns will be Cineleisure, Garing & Sweet. Yummms!

Okay, my boyfriend said that the ending was so merepek but I cried so hard in the cinema.
It's so sad right, I mean the story.


So ended the day with an early dinner at Swensen's & nope we didn't order our usuals.
Baby had Baked Spaghetti Bolognese & as for me it's Seafood Lasagna. And both of us had Chewy Sticky Chocolate Milkshake.
And because of me, Baby reached home late & he turned in late for work.

On a happier note, thanks for the lovely date my dear. I love you always.

"No relationship is perfect, ever. There are always some ways you have to bend, to compromise, to give something up
in order to gain something greater…The love we have for each other is bigger than these small differences.
And that’s the key. It’s like a big pie chart, and the love in a relationship has to be the biggest piece.
Love can make up for a lot." - Sarah Dessen (This Lullaby)

"In the short time we spent together, we had what most people can only dream about,
& I’m counting the days until I can see you again. Never forget how much I love you." - Nicholas Sparks

1. Bake a tray of double chocolate chip cookies and eat them while they’re still warm.
Or even cupcakes, everyone loves cupcakes.

2. Get into some DIY fashion, stud your boots, rip up a t-shirt,
learn to tie-dye turn a piece of your clothing into something totally different.

3. Get out all your make-up and experiment with some new looks. Watch youtube tutorials, and copy.
There is some amazing tutorials out there.

4. Get out your “comfy clothes” and curl up on the couch with a blanket and a good book.
If you happen to drift off, let yourself.

5. Get together whatever artistic materials you have – paints, chalk, pencils, and markers and draw.
If you don’t have any artistic materials, improvise use food, lipstick, eye shadow, glitter. One piece of art can change a room.

6. Go through all your photos and make a collage of your favorite memories.
Add keepsakes like concert tickets and boarding passes. I have a whole wall of this.

7. Go through your closet. Revisit your style and see if there are items you can sell on EBay, to earn some money to buy new stuff.

8. Go to Amnesty International and learn about human rights and how you can help.
Sign some petitions, write some letters and get involved. Do something for others, it makes you feel so much better.

9. Have a picnic on your living room floor. Better yet, have a picnic in a fort drape blankets over your tables
and chairs and set up camp. Revist your childhood, Invite friends over make popcorn and gossip.

10. Log onto FreeRice.com and play the game – for each answer you get right, they will donate 10 grains of rice
through the UN World Food Program to help end hunger. Its a boredem buster, and again your doing something for others.

11. Look up something you have never quite understood – communism, feminism, politics.
Learn more. trust me, when you finish school, you do want to learn more.

12. Make a home-karaoke movie and post it on YouTube. Like these guys did. Hahaa!

13. Make an iTunes mix of your favorite, most uplifting songs.
Play them from start to finish and dance around your living room. Be free.

14. Make lists of the ten places you want to visit before you die or the ten things you want to do before you die.
Seal it in an envelope and plan to open it every five years to see what you have accomplished. My list goes on for a while.

15. Melt a block of chocolate until it is half-goo, half-solid and eat the whole thing.
Lick your lips and your fingers until it is all gone. It is uh-may-zing.

16. Print out a storybook picture from the internet and color it in.
Don’t worry if you go outside the lines. I still love the disney fairy tale ones.

17. Get your friends, and stay up all night drinking wine and smoking.
Talk about all the things you have done in the past, and things you want to do in the future.

18. Put a deep conditioner in your hair or a mud mask on your face, sit back and let them work their magic. Pamper yourself.

19. Run a deep, hot bubble bath and sink in to the water. Don’t get out until your fingers and toes are pruny
and wrinkled and your skin is super soft.

20. Kiss in the rain, with your boyfriend.

21. Teach yourself to do a handstand against the wall.
If you can already do this, try to beat your personal record and see how long you can stay this way.

22. Two words: movie marathon.

23. Watch endless reruns of Sex & The City, Gossip Girl, The hills. Any past seasons on your favorite shows.

24. Write a haiku and give it to your boyfriend, girlfriend, best friend.
If you don’t have it in you, go to Haiku-O-Matic and generate one.

25. Write a letter. Not on a email, or face book. But on paper, and send it in the post.
I miss getting post, other then bills.

I always wear black. Black with black and black and black and leopard. Sometimes white or grey.
Colors are awesome, but I love black more than life .

So now I'm asking you, aren't you like a more grateful that he's out there kicking balls rather than singing his heart out.

For so long I have hidden away my heart but something happens when I hear your voice.
Feelings and wants come rushing back, my heart taking over in this I have no choice.

So many times have I been given false hope & for once I want to have it be true.
To throw caution fully to the wind, only wanting to believe souly in you

To have the smiles and the laughs, no looking back on the moments only to cry.
To keep you in my heart forever & not having to ask the question why.

So now I am gonna give it my all, close my eyes and see the world through yours.
Let my heart and your hand be my guide. No more secrets, no more closed doors.

Add these two into the list of my favorite couple. Aren't these two sweet.

A girl should be two things: classy and fabulous. - Coco Chanel

Every year I will be waiting for this perfect moment to eye on these perfect eyecandies.
Hot hot hot (:

There's this pretty unsure feeling, but it seems to feel right at this point of time.
It marks down to SIM-RMIT Business Marketing or Business Management.

My KDC came in a tad to late, well that's me. Had a very confusing talk to family today, I hate going though this phase.
What am I going to be when I grow up? I hate the fact Mother will always chip in, asking me to do things I don't like.
Well, at least I asked her to shut up & let me decide what I want in life. I don't know what I want in life.

Being an adult is so frustrating, I want to be young forever. I don't want to grow old & get married.
I want to be care-free, happy & be merry forever.

My all-time favorite celebrities family, with all the kids. I love Happy Family.
Btw, no one can rock that Ray Ban Aviators better than Beckham
He look ravishingly stunning, not to mention paired with a sleek wife.



So I totally lied when I said yesterday that PA didn't scared me. No doubt it's effing boring, but when the clock strikes 3AM I'll be at the edge of my seat and all those little details did freak me out a little bit. So being 'KENTAL' I called Boyfriend & forced him to talked to me until I fall asleep. After the 3 hours long convo over the phone, I was still wide awake when I put down the phone. I was looking out for big mass dark shadows & my ears were sensing every tweek noises made. I had the creeps all night & I had to blast my MP3 in order to make me less paranoid.
So KENTAL!

So yesterday, I know I told you guys I met up with Baby a short while. So when we were at Compasspoint, I came across this jewel shop & saw the most beautiful pearl ring ever. Sometimes I do think that Diamond Rings are so cliche but at the same time it's a girl's bestfriend thingy. So our convo when like this;

Me: B, later kahwin I want ring yang pearl nyer okay.
B: Ape B, nak pearl?!? Bubble tea pearl eh?
Me: Alamak nie budak, loyar buruk!!!

See nie budak, so kurang ajar. He kene kan me so many times yesterday. Nevermind nevermind!
Ada ubi ada batas; ada hari nanti ku balas!

So nonetheless, this is the unique ring which in my eyes are gorgeous.



But kalau nak lagik unique, nah amek kau nie!



Unique pon unique, dosa pon dosa. Smart people will get my drift.
(Eventhough it's unique, it's sinful. According to my religion it is.)

So to continue, yesterday we went shopping at Best Denki.
I really can't wait for me to start my part-time job, and I swear I'll safe my $$$ to buy this.



Sungguh lawa. Well I'm glad that at least I earn my own $$$, to get what I want.
Not like people who petik jari terus dapat, not independent babe!
But kalau orang give it as a gift, then take it. HEHEHEHE.
I'm drunk, contradiction!



Watched this online, well halfway though. Maybe I'll save it for Wednesday.
Okaybye! Enuff of my nonsensical blogging alright!
Loves (:

Their song is pretty much stuck in my head. Woots!

Watched PARANORMAL ACTIVITY. Seriously, it's like the dumbest horror show that I've ever watched.
I'm soooo glad I didn't waste Baby's $24 watching it. Now the only movie left to watch is 2012.
So friends tell me if 2012 is worth watching?

Came back from fridate with Baby. Just had a short meet up to National Library to find some reference books.
Thou the time was short, it was fun while it lasted & I love you Baby boy.

Came across this pretty lady from here & here.
Click her picture to visit her blog. Awsm!!! She's beautiful with or w/o make-up.

* Fine - This is the word women use to end an argument when they feel they are right and you need to shut up.
Never use “fine” to describe how a woman looks - this will cause you to have one of those arguments.

* Five Minutes - This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game
is going to last before you take out the rubbish, so it’s an even trade.

* Nothing - This means “something”, and you should be on your toes.
“Nothing” is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. “Nothing” usually signifies an argument that will last “Five Minutes” and end with “Fine”.

* Go Ahead - At some point in the near future, you are going to be in some mighty big trouble.

* Go Ahead (With Raised Eyebrows) - This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over
“Nothing” and will end with the word “Fine”.

* Go Ahead (Neutral Expression) - This means “I give up” or “do what you want because I don’t care” You will get a “Raised Eyebrow Go Ahead” in just a few minutes, followed by “Nothing” and “Fine” and she will talk to you in about “Five Minutes” when she cools off.

* Loud Sigh - This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A “Loud Sigh” means she thinks you are an idiot at that moment, and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over “Nothing”.

* Soft Sigh - Again, not a word, but a non-verbal statement. “Soft Sighs” mean that she is content.
Your best bet is to not move or breathe, and she will stay content.

* That’s Okay - This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. “That’s Okay” means that she wants to think long and hard before paying you back for whatever it is that you have done. “That’s Okay” is often used with the word “Fine” and in conjunction with a “Raised Eyebrow”.

* Please Do - This is not a statement, it is an offer. A woman is giving you the chance to come up with whatever excuse or reason you have for doing whatever it is that you have done.
You have a fair chance with the truth, so be careful and you shouldn’t get a “That’s Okay”.

* Thanks - A woman is thanking you. Do not faint. Just say you’re welcome.

* Thanks A Lot - This is much different from “Thanks.” A woman will say, “Thanks A Lot” when she is really ticked off at you. It signifies that you have offended her in some callous way, and will be followed by the “Loud Sigh.” Be careful not to ask what is wrong after the “Loud Sigh,” as she will only tell you “Nothing”.

I got to say that my life revolves around worldwide web. Well if I don’t blog
(which in a million years won't happen),



I literally flood my Twitter or...



I Plurk. But Plurk-ing is not fun anymore because I beat all my girlfriends karma stat.
Heheheehe, pathetic nyer aku.

I guess now you can read me to know me.
On a lighter note, I’m so slow that I just realized that last Friday was Friday the 13th. I’m such a loser!

Apparently, things changes. People changes, commitment changes, priority changes & responsibility changes.
I wish I could write my heart out, but maybe not. It will only frustrate me even further & by all means it won't affect the other party. Who ever says loving you is easy.

My awesome PLURK skin. Nice isn't it?
Such irony, I don't watch GG but I absolutely adore the cast.
One of the best cast ever, in my opinion.

All these pictures made me feel so much better, without me eating the real stuff.
I screwed yesterday's TTM Paper & I feel so awful about it. SOH will not do any moderations to the whole cohort.
But overall, I know many people screwed up & the paper was not meant for the 45 minutes short-period.
Nuff' Said, I feel so dead terrible deep down & now I need to finish up my
case study for FYP when I don't really have the mood to do so.

Being vulnerable doesn't have to be threatening. Just have the courage to be sincere, open and honest. This opens the door to deeper communication all around. It creates self-empowerment and the kind of connections with others we all want in life. Speaking from the heart frees us from the secrets that burden us. These secrets are what make us sick or fearful. Speaking truth helps you get clarity on your real heart directives. - Sara Paddison

Feeling pathetic recently :/
My earpiece is already broken into pieces & listening to song seems impossible.
Need NEW headphones soon. Anyway I just realized that URBANOUTFITTERS has some wicked stuffs.



Baby, isn't this the phone that you want to put in our place :)
People have to pay to make calls, HAHAHAHA!



I want Hamburger Phone, just like the one in Juno. Beau-ti-fool :))

I want to tell Mummy I want this, please please please! She'll definitely agree to it!
I ♥ URBANOUTFITTERS! OKTHNXBYE!

So is this the song that my Baby likes to sing so much while riding from Woodlands to Hougang?
Macam Heartbreaking Jiwangz only -_- Cannot tahan.

Just like the never-ending Mathematical numbers which leads to infinity. Just like the number of stars in the sky that we can never finish counting. Just like the amount of water in the Sea which can never be calculate with a measuring cylinder. Just like how much you mix yellow and green and it will never be purple. Missing you gives me the most excruciating tenderness in my heart, I hate counting down the days to when I can finally meet you. Who says missing you was easy, but I’m strong enough to brace the torture. Aaaah yes, absence makes the heart goes fonder. A little sacrifice goes a long way in a relationship. Our love was never planned by us, to start with. Even though our relationship might not be like a smooth sailing ship, there’s nothing that we can’t solve. We might not be the classic Romeo & Juliet or the modern-age Chuck & Blair, but who cares; I love you as you are.

Happy post 23rd monthlies. We’ll save up & party next month aye!!!

Been sick for the past whole week & I’m not getting any better for now.
So unlike me to fall sick, to be dread & weary. I used to fall sick like once in 2 years,
tell me now what happened to my mighty strong immune system?
Something must be dead wrong, maybe the lack of sleep & lack of water.
So I wore massive concealers to school today, just so I won't look damn dead & zombified.
If only I've gotten myself a webcam, I could take a picture and show it to you guys.

The reason I came to school today is because I can’t afford to lose out on FYP anymore.
The last time I was like 30 minutes late for the meeting even with a valid reason,
it made me felt so guilty that I personally pledge to myself to never be late or even skip a meeting,
unless under a ‘Life & Death’ situation. Another good reason for being in school today is for Janie Long’s TTM revision.

Sidetracking – Got a feeling that this whole week will just pass by without me meeting Baby.
Well he's been such a sweetheart, wanting to come by my place just to hand me over sweet goodies
& whole lot more of things just to make me feel much better. He knows that I hate being sick.
But I just politely refuse his offer, I know he’s dead beat taking care of the China President.
On the brighter side, more time for me to revise for TTM then. Hopefully I can ace this one. *cross finger*

And to all kind friends who gave me all the love get well soon notes, thank you very much.
If there's something that is irreplaceable; it will be great friends, ever supportive family & the ‘bestest’ soulmate.
On a happier note, TGIF even though it don't make much of a difference to me. Have a great weekend Darlings!!!

HAPPY 23RD MONTHLIES.

We are not celebrating our 23rd today because I’m sick and Baby had to be deployed yester-night till this morning at a hotel. Don’t ask me which 5 star hotel it is, because I don’t have any idea about it. All because of APEC, Baby has a lot of deployment to go to, till this Sunday & we’ve not been meeting up for the whole week. Sad case but what to do right? I’ll miss him even more when he starts working & studying at the same time. Lesser time for me then. Well, guess I have to grow up and be independent already.

But nonetheless, Happy 23rd Sweetheart & many more to come.
I love you very much Honey.

If I have a Diploma in Integrated Events Management,
would it be weird to get a Bachelor of Arts in Psychology or Sociology?

Maybe I would like to channel myself to NIE, teach kids Bahasa Melayu or Maths; my favorites.
But am I even good with kids to start with?

I just wish some cool shit company would take me in as a wedding planner.
I want to be a wedding planner.
 

 

I carry your heart with me; I carry it in my heart.
I am never without it. Anywhere I go you go my dear;
and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling.
I fear no fate; for you are my fate, my sweet
I want no world; for beautiful you are my world, my true.
And it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant
And whatever a sun will always sing is you

Here is the deepest secret nobody knows.
Here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide.
And this is the wonder that’s keeping the stars apart

I carry your heart; I carry it in my heart.

God's testing us, on how true we are to Him.
No matter how beautiful these tattoos are, how occasionally I would check them out
and how sometimes I'm delusively wanting them on my arms; I will not do something so stupid
that will break my mum's heart & will not do something that is highly prohibited by the religion.

( M18 & Above; Comments are appreciated!  )

Damn it, I was late for class today. Thanks for waking up late & having menses at the wrong timing.
And just for the record, I hate the fact that Boyfriend keeps sleeping all day long. Forever sleeping, even forgo talking to me.

Yesterday's group picture & more to come...




 

"...Let’s make our world the most beautiful home
Where everyone can live and breathe and they can easily roam.

We just have to make it ours to make it last
By giving our all & doing our best
Let’s keep our world the most beautiful home…oh yeah..."

Yeah, aku masih feeling CLEAN & GREEN.
But I just can't help it, this song is just so nice & happy that I actually sang along with it in every advert.
Have you listen to it?

Event's finally over & we can all take a breather. YAY!!!
HIP HIP HURRAY, GOOD JOB GOOD JOB!!!

I'll be waiting for event's pictures to be uploaded to FB  by fellow DIEM Year 3 students so that I can just grab those and post it here. Yes, yours truly was too lazy to bring her own camera. Batt flat lorh, then I just can't be bothered.
So I'm seriously waiting for Preppypirate to upload our photos.

As a whole, event ran smoothly despite the poor attendance by the public.
What made my day was the crazy cheers, random dry-run & loud applaud that we had for the strangers & the PMs in the morning.
Was drained halfway through, no water to drink & my thick make-up melted. So unglamorous! But it was worth it though.
Client Number 9 was awesome! But sad case, I was clueless on their song list.
Gallen, Colin, CY & Marcus have the potential 'uncle' personalities. They brought home so many Bygone just because it was FOC.
I wanted at first, but then I felt crazily guilty so I ended up taking 2 only. One for me, one for Baby.
Pre-event task was tedious & tiring. Saturday we had the human chain, Sunday we made use of the escalator instead.
Escalator conveyance belt idea was mine & it's used by Janie. Applaud, applaud, applaud!!! So bangga!!!

Thank you Baby for waiting almost 1 hour at OSC.
Your patience is rewarded with a cool gift pack, am I right Sweetheart (:
Thanks for sending me home, despite me being a total bitch last night. Hugs & Kisses.

On a lighter note, I'm contemplating if I should sacrifice school tomorrow just to accompany Baby to Tanjong Pagar to collect his cheque & ITE Dover to find out part-time Higher Nitec courses for Baby. Well, I'm not sure. The decision is still pending.

I'm updating while munching on a Green Tea Bun which will expired relatively tomorrow.
Other than that, WELCOME BACK TO LIVEJOURNAL LEE!